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[03 Aug 2009|07:53pm]
I hate the fact that I couldn't stay 19 forever.
...put yourself on the line...

[25 Nov 2005|10:58pm]
fuck the holidays.
and fuck my dumb pisa neighbors.
3 died lonely |...put yourself on the line...

[11 Oct 2005|11:55am]
its strange how old habits die hard.






why do the scars still itch?
...put yourself on the line...

[29 Sep 2005|12:36pm]
remember when we would drink until the sun came up?


neither do i....but that was the fun of it all though i suppose.
1 died lonely |...put yourself on the line...

[06 Sep 2005|12:33pm]
why is it that i can never seem to manage to hit the bottom? i always feel like its the bottom but then i long for it...i have this taste in my mouth where all i want is the absolute worst possible situation...ive always been a coward and i always fucking will be. There will never be any end there will never be closure. its like a mind numbing perpetual decay of my entire life...im floating through...thats why i can never remember anything... i hate the future and i hate the past .... the only thing i have is the present and i want it to last more than just now. im going fucking insane. always. theres no stopping. im fucking unstable and ill never never never never never be able to do things like everyone else. i fucking cant. its not one its another its three its a lifetime of doing everything wrong. AHHHHHH.
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[08 Aug 2005|11:06am]
that dudes a fuckin faggot. no JOKE.
...put yourself on the line...

[11 Jun 2005|04:39pm]
there is no room in the world for somebody who thinks that "COOLNESS" is measured by the amount of coke you do. you wanna be badass? throw up that iron curtain, and keep your business to your fuckin self. There are two different types of people who do coke. fuckin jackass little kids who say "man i did all kinds of cocaine this weekend." and then theres someone who never says a word about it, no one really knows about it, UNTIL its actually within 10 feet of said badass then...its on. thats it. no sugar coating. no gloating. strait to the dome. don't be a fucking retard.
1 died lonely |...put yourself on the line...

[25 May 2005|01:31pm]
for the love of christ man....come help out...we reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally need the money.


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[15 May 2005|05:44pm]
fuck off.
seriously.
...put yourself on the line...

[05 May 2005|09:19am]
im in the library right now and this fuckin fatass pisa next to me stinks SO bad that i need to throw up in all honesty. im gonna gag.
...put yourself on the line...

[04 May 2005|11:28am]
Bone Bone Bone Bone.. Bone.. Bone.. Bone.. Bone.. Bone
Now tell me whatcha gonna do
when there ain't no where to run
(When judgment comes for you, when judgment comes for you)
And tell me whatcha gonna do
when there ain't no where to hide
When judgment comes for you (Cause it's gonna come for you)

[Bizzy]
Let's all bring it in for Wally, Eazy, C's uncle Charlie
Little Boo, cause God's got him and I'm gonna miss everybody
I done roll with Bone my gang look to where they lay
When playing with destiny, plays too deep for me to say
Lil' Layzie came to me, told me if he should decease well then please
Bury me by my grand-grand and when you can, come follow me

[Layzie]
God bless you working on a plan to Heaven
Follow the Lord all 24/7 days, GOD is who we praise
even though the devil's all up in my face
But he keeping me safe and in my place, say grace
To ingage the race with a chance to face the judge
And I'm guessing my soul won't budge
Grudge because there's no mercy for thugs
Boom, what can I do it's all about our family and how we roll
Can I get a witness let it unfold
We living our lives to eternal our soul aye-oh aye-oh

[Krayzie]
Prayyyyyyy, and we pray and we pray, and we pray, and we pray
Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday
and we pray, and we pray, and we pray, and we pray
Still we laced, now follow me roll stroll
Whether is tell of his Heaven
Come let's go take a visit of people that's long gone
Darris, Wally, Eazy, Terry, Boo
Instead of keepin' up wit' they family
Exactly how many days we got lasting
While you laughin we're passing, passing away
So y'all go rest y'all souls
Cause I know I'ma meet you up at the crossroads
Y'all know y'all forever got love from them Bone Thugs baby

[Wi$h]
Now Eazy's long gone
Really wish he would come home
But when it's time to die
Gotta go bye bye
All a lil' thug could do is cry, cry
Why they kill my dog, damn man
I miss my uncle Charles y'all
and he shouldn't be gone, in front of his home
What they did to Boo was wrong
Ohhh wrong ooooohh wrong
Gotta hold on gotta stay strong
When the day comes
Better believe Bone got a shoulder you can lean on (lean on)

Hey and we pray, and we pray, and we pray, and we pray
everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday
and we pray, and we pray, and we pray, and we pray
everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday

[Chorus - Layzie and Krayzie]
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely

[Bizzy]
And I'm gonna miss everybody
And I'm gonna miss everybody when I'm gone
And I'm gonna miss everybody
And I'm gonna miss everybody
And I'm gonna miss everybody when I’m gone
And I’m gonna miss everybody
[Layzie]
Livin' in a hateful world sendin' me straight to Hell
That's how we roll
Livin' in a hateful world sendin' me straight to Hell
That's how we roll
Livin' in a hateful world sendin' me straight to Hell
That's how we roll
And I'm asking the good lord "Why?"
It's I he told me we live to die

[Krayzie]
What's up with murder y'all, see my little cousin was hung
Somebody was really wrong, everybody want to test us dawg
Then Miss Sleazy set up Eazy to fall, you know why we sinnin'
And Krayzie intended on endin' it when it ends
Wanna come again, again and again
Now tell me whatcha gonna do

[Wi$h]
Can somebody anybody tell me why?
Hey, can somebody anybody tell me why we die, we die? oooo so wrong
I dont wanna die

sooo wrong

Ohhh so wrong
Ohhhhh wrong

See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
See you at tha crossroads, crossroads, crossroads
So you won't be lonely
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[29 Apr 2005|12:23pm]
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damn it feels good to be a gangsta. [27 Apr 2005|01:54pm]
GOD BLESS THE URBAN DICTIONARY.
Without thee, there would be darkness


cabbage patch snatch
1. A whore's pussy


aaaaanyway...
it's really nice knowing that YOU (i mean myself by that) can be the very BEST thing to EVER happen to someone. Just having the satisfaction of realizing you're the only thing GREAT that will ever be envolved in their life. It's kind of depressing because most people wouldn't think they're the best thing to happen to anyone...but it's true. Someone's life was shit before and FUCKINshit afterwards. A life of pain and misery. Being alone but surrounded by people. Never mattering to anyone really. Always feeling somewhat out of place because no one ever has or ever will need you. And you were THE ONLY thing they had going for them. They could take a look at their life and be like "wow, my life sucks, thank god brians here"....but then now it's more along the lines of "wow my life sucks, thank god for....oh wait...there really isn't a point for me existing, i mean, i am pretty much a joke and nobody wants the real me." it's kind of rad. It's not like the MOST impressive thing, because anyone i guess could go find a poor, crazy white trash friend and then know that THEY'RE the best thing to happen to that person...but that sort of takes the fun out of it...mine was happenstance.


i'm also going to start a side project called "Youth Group Mixer"....i thought that ould be funny. i dont play guitar anymore though...which sucks, i need to get back into the habit. I need to write more, but it's hard when life is good. wheres the fun in that? hah. so cliche.

There are different levels of lying i am SURE of it. There's bullshitting, just making a story cooler than it is. There's little weiner lies like telling someone looks good or something like that. Then theres FUCKIN lying. When someone begs, pleads, swears, promises that they're telling the truth...if you ever see someone who can baldface lie like that...to ANYONE...run. and don't ever look back.

through it all we both survived but we never learned quite how to live...
my god that was incredibly inciteful.
i know, it was jerry springers final thought on last night's show.
..not really...but it's still pretty good though..itll never be fuckin me though. because you just gotta keep livin man. L-I-V-I-N.

i really don't like radiohead or nirvana for that matter.
Blood Brothers are the worst thing to ever happen to music. Next to daughters of course.
What the FUCK is up with all the christian rock? i have much less respect for bands now. christ. haha.
3 died lonely |...put yourself on the line...

[19 Apr 2005|11:24am]
i AM the double standard.

i think that there's a past that i don't want to dwell upon or even bring up.

it all dies with me.
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[01 Apr 2005|02:10pm]
jesus fuckin christ.

number one: i happen to know the most immature person in the world. it's embaressing. i honestly feel sad for her. I mean, everyone knows but her. poor little lamb. hah. ah well...its really not my problem, but i mean, how much sadder can it get.

number two: paying a lot of money on clothing, to still look like a fuckin idiot just doesnt make any good sense to me.

i'm sure this will inspire hate comments. but...who the fuck are YOU to judge?
...put yourself on the line...

[01 Apr 2005|08:35am]
You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

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Satanism

92%

atheism

79%

agnosticism

71%

Buddhism

63%

Islam

33%

Paganism

33%

Judaism

33%

Hinduism

25%

Christianity

8%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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dont THAT just beat all?
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[30 Mar 2005|11:12am]
You can stick with me, but you're gonna lose.
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[15 Mar 2005|09:00am]
lookie what i picked up yesterday afternoon.




Glock 17C full size with a 9x19mm caliber and a weight 9.87 ounces. A 10 bullet magazine capacity with reduced recoil for quick follow up shot.
Only for the low low price of $225. You have to love the part of town with deals like this.

i wouldn't if i were you.
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[09 Mar 2005|02:55pm]
fuck little girls that don't recognize that the people they claim to despise are just a mirrored image of themselves, an EXACT reflection. Know yourself a little better.
1 died lonely |...put yourself on the line...

[07 Mar 2005|12:34pm]
if i were to say to you, SUCK DICK!?....
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